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Meg Dallas Edwards's avatar

We need strength and spirit to handle what is coming. Keep writing, it is so good to hear a sensible voice!

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AWelly's avatar

Excellent article Trish. I feel the same 🥲 In November 2024 I was diagnosed with triple positive breast cancer. An absolute shock. I had just turned 50 and I am a wellness Chiropractor - have spent my life helping people live a healthy life and I walk my talk. I have just finished chemo and have had 4 long months to reflect on how this happened to me. There are many who believe cancer is bad luck. I think it’s more than that. Stress is what I’ve come to believe has played a major role in my situation. I moved my family from BC back to Ontario in 2019. I started a new Chiropractic practice in my new community and was doing well - had become a board member of my Chamber of Commerce, a regular at the Women’s Business Network and I felt like someone who was giving back and connecting to their community. My business was growing and I was happy. Then Covid hit and like so many my whole world changed - inside and out. I knew the vax was a bad thing so our family said no. We were not allowed to see my inlaws for 2 years, my brother didn’t speak to me for 9 months and my parents while they still saw us made it clear we were making the wrong choices. We had moved to Ontario to be closer to them - and that’s how we were treated. I remember days where I would try to figure out how we were going to escape possible mandates. I thought about worst case scenarios of canoe’s in the night to the US should it get really bad here, quitting my profession and hanging a shingle called “healer”. I stepped down from my board position at the Chamber because the other board members were gleefully trying to figure out how they would police the mandates for businesses. The Woman’s business network went online and has never really recovered and/or the women revealed themselves and now there just isn’t much to talk about. I woke up to the media’s lies and became aware of the WEF and I don’t think I’ve slept soundly since. I’ve been guilty of blaming so much on the vax and now that I have cancer I wonder if it was shedding or the virus itself or just the intense stress of being a sensitive soul in a country divided and blind to the hypocrisy and lies of our leaders. In the past couple of months I’ve sat next to women much younger than myself dying of breast cancer and felt the guilt of my good prognosis (maybe remaining unvaxxed has played a role in that - I will never know). My point in sharing is that I feel you. Our world became different overnight for me and the effects of that remain. If Carney wins I don’t know what I will do. I’m back to thinking about canoes in the night. I daydream of escape but to where? I will say our health care system has been very good to me during my cancer journey (my lack of family doctor may have prolonged diagnosis however) although I am now in the queue for surgery at Sunnybrook and there is a backlog there that worries me in terms of timelines. I am looking for God - developing a relationship (slowly) as I see that as being the only path…some belief in what comes next after this life as I grapple with the dystopian vision that we seem to be (somewhat enthusiastically) speeding towards and the possibility that thanks to cancer and the stress of living in Canada I might not live to 100. Stay hopeful Trish and I will too ❤️

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